hope

no i am not angry
i am not mad
i am not depressed
i am not weighed down by dread
i do not feel doomed to a life of poor pale egg shell white walls
my canvas is splattered with bright exuberant flavors
random but complementing
chaotic but tranquil
these flavors, these colors, these people
they move me
they rock my soul
down to its very foundation
through them i see
i just hope that through me they see
that there are brighter more exuberant more exquisite strokes of magnificence
than those poor pale egg shell white walls
i want others to see my canvas
inspiration
i want to see their canvases overflowing with color
colors even i could have never imagined
colors that signify
hope